If you are reading this, it may be because somewhere deep inside your pain, there’s still a tiny flicker of hope. It may feel fragile, almost hidden, but it’s there. And I want to encourage you that it can grow into something steady and life-giving — a first step toward rebuilding your life after child loss.
When Grief Affects the Mind
One of the hardest parts of grief after losing a child is what it does to our minds. The fog, the forgetfulness, the inability to concentrate; it can feel overwhelming and even frightening. One day I drove home from the grocery store without my groceries! I remember one time pulling over in the car because I could not remember why I was driving or where I was going, and checking to see if there was something on my phone calendar to tell me. (Thankfully, there was.)
For a long time, I wondered if something was seriously wrong with me. Was I developing early Alzheimer’s? But I eventually learned this is a normal part of deep grief. Studies have shown that grief literally affects the brain. The mental and emotional energy it takes just to survive each day leaves us disoriented and forgetful.
If this is you right now, please hear me: you’re not crazy, and you’re not alone. This is part of the grieving process. And even though those first couple of years can feel brutal, it does get better. The breakdowns become less frequent, and the fog doesn’t last as long.
Of course, it doesn’t help when others don’t understand. People say things like, “I know how you feel,” or ask, “How are you?”, expecting a quick “fine,” while inside you are torn apart. Family events can be overwhelming, and triggers can come from the smallest things. But you’re not failing. You are grieving.
The Difference Between Grief and Self-Pity
Here’s something important I had to learn: there is a difference between grief and self-pity. Grief is an appropriate response to the unthinkable loss of a child. But there comes a point where we can choose not to stay stuck in despair — and begin rebuilding your life after child loss with hope.
So how do we begin to move forward?
Stay connected to others who get it. Surround yourself with pareavors who are further down the road and can walk with you toward hope.
Let your mind be renewed. What you focus on will grow. If you keep focusing only on the pain, it will consume you. But choosing, even little by little, to focus on truth can help shift your perspective.
Choosing a Path Toward Healing and Hope
One of the truths that set me free was realizing I wasn’t moving further away from my daughter, Becca, as the years went by. Each day I live on this earth actually brings me closer to the day I will see her again. I am not getting further away from her; I am getting closer and closer to her. That perspective helped to shift me out of my self-pity, and still does.
The journey of rebuilding your life after child loss isn’t about “getting over it” or erasing your child’s memory. It’s about finding a way to live again, not in spite of your child’s death, but because of his or her life, and the depth of love you will always carry for them.
NOTE: This was partially taken from the Grieving Parents Sharing Hope podcast episode 313. Click here to listen to the full discussion, or look for the Grieving Parents Sharing Hope podcast on your favorite listening app.
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Right now, for a short time, we’re offering special discounted pricing on each workshop—plus bonus gifts to bless you even more:
Workshop One: How Do I Even Start to Rebuild My Life?
Discounted price + a free sponsored podcast episode in honor of your child.- Workshop Two: Working Through the Darkness
Discounted price + your choice of one monthly edition of Reflections of Hope: Daily Readings for Bereaved Parents. Choose a month that you know will be especially difficult. - Workshop Three: Looking Toward My Future
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These special prices and bonuses are only available through September 26th—a date especially meaningful to our family, as it is Becca’s daughter’s birthday.
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AWARD WINNING AUTHOR, LAURA DIEHL, has written several impactful books that provide comfort and guidance to those navigating the painful journey of child loss, after the death of her own daughter in 2011. Her most acclaimed work, When Tragedy Strikes: Rebuilding Your Life with Hope and Healing After the Death of Your Child, has received multiple accolades, including the 2017 Gold Medal Centauri Christian Book Award for Non-Fiction and a Silver Medal in the 2018 Illumination Awards. Several of her other books have won awards as well.
In addition to her writing, Laura is an ordained minister and has an extensive background in international children’s ministry. She is a sought-after speaker and singer at grief conferences and churches, known for her compassionate approach and deep understanding of the grieving process, especially the unique loss of a child. Through her weekly award-winning podcast, her writings, and other resources provided by GPS Hope, Laura and her husband, Dave, continue to provide hope and healing to thousands of parents worldwide, helping them find light in the midst of profound loss and darkness.
For more information about Laura’s award-winning books go to gpshope.org/books.
To find out more about Laura Diehl and the ministry of Grieving Parents Sharing Hope (GPS Hope) visit gpshope.org.
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